Wednesday, May 7th 2014

19:55
Today is my usual day. went to school when it's computer lesson, he doesn't sit in front of me. so i just can see him from far away. maybe that's already enough for me to see him in far away. but there's something that's makes me worry about. that is my friend who very close to him. i know that i already said to him "you can be friend to anyone. but please don't forget that you already have me and don't make me so jealous." and he said yes.
i know i don't have to worry about that but still i have a feeling that makes me worry about that and truly i saw he and my fried so close each other. don't you think that makes me jealous alot? so when i got home i just waiting a chat from him. but he just message me "Hi!". okay. now i just be patient. i replied the message and it's look like he was bored with me although he said "i love you" to me. so that's the end of our chat. i just though how long that our relationship will be like this? it's hurt me if he pretend like that and i have to pretend to be a patient girl. all i can do is just hoping him to be better than this.